| Tuesday, April 1, 2008 |
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most of the time, the "happiest" one is actually the most depressed one..
It happened again, but this is the first mental meltdown I have had in ages. About months since my last meltdown. A bunch of stressful things have happened the last few weeks and my self esteem and self confidence have just been going down river for me. I feel as if I have been watching them disappear. And this has got to stop. I am never going to be happy if I am not in control of my emotions. I am so upset and ashamed.
all the crying is giving me a tremendous headache..
april fool's joke? yeah, i hope too... |
posted by Jessamine @ 6:25 PM  |
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