| Friday, February 22, 2008 |
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i've heard so much lies i dont even know whats true anymore.
so much lies i dont even know whats true ...
word. flaws and all, materialistic, self conscience, untrue, and judgmental.
all these i put aside and went straight blind, but now i see clear as crystal.
ive deleted them. deleted him from my head, my life and his smses.. i think its helping, kinda. no more checkin up if he is online and so on. you can only push a girl away for a short time until she really decides to walk out of your life,so be sure this is what you want, because once she does, she aint coming back.. Yes im serious, because i cant keep doing this, i cant keep caring about him and trying to keep him in my life when he's the one who decided to leave mine and disappear. If he did really "care" about me this wouldnt happen...
man it really does help when you just let go of everything...
how sweet it is to not care anymore.. |
posted by Jessamine @ 10:04 PM  |
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