| Tuesday, May 6, 2008 |
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"thou shalt resist the temptation to club"
weekend was hmmm fine. no clubbing. yeap i kept to my word despite many tempting messages! im proud to announce that jessamine managed to resist the horrible temptation!
one more reason to club less. i blabber out secret when im drunk or rather when im "high".
damn..
i dunno, but recently im not in the mood to entertain. mayb its because im trying go back to my old self. the one who say what she want, the one one say how she feel, the one who show her anger and the one who show her moodiness. weird as it sounds, being moody, angry and all actually makes me happier. just like how having blonde or gold hair makes me feel. put it this way, i feel more like me than ever.
mayb its because im tired of being the good girl, the one that everybody likes.
and to make sure that i have alot of friends, i have to be nice to everyone, be optimistic, and pretend that everything is just a piece of nice pie. angry, moody, or pesstimistic are not supposed to be in the list. so i guess eventually i got tired of surrpressing the feelings?
being the "good girl" wears me out. almost twice as fast as it normally would.
result of trying to fit into the majority? yeah. but no longer.
not anymore.
kudos to "the disappearing girl" for enlightening me=)
i love that book. |
posted by Jessamine @ 1:46 AM  |
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