| Monday, December 24, 2007 |
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so let's say that theoretically i really like you, and theoretically even though it sounds moronically cliche and overused, you give me butterflies and just for kicks, lets add that all in theory of course you may be one of the most wonderful people i have ever met, and hypothetically my heart beats ten times faster when i see you. do you think that you would supposedly (and in the most theoretical sense) feel the same way?
im lost for words.. it shldnt be this case. history is repeating.. like falling for someone u shldn have..
i dunno.. I'm weird with relationships. because I think I know what I want and yet I run.
I think I run because I'm scared, I'm scared that I might get hurt.
Or maybe I just haven't found someone who I know is worth being hurt for.
and i want to be that girl that's good for him.. the one he changes for and the one where even if i'm not physically with him, i'm always on his mind and he thinks i'm the
best thing that has ever happened to him.
enough of emo nemo/elmo or whatever...
smth terrible happened to me over the weekend.. and it scares the fucking hell out of me..
unless i tell, otherwise donte bother...
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posted by Jessamine @ 3:07 AM  |
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| Thursday, December 6, 2007 |
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19 more days to christmas=)
was wondering if i shld get myself the tiff and co bracelet
as a birthday + Christmas present for myself..
since i haven really buy any present for my birthday (which is like 2 months ago??)..
oh wel.. we shall see...
i cant wait for the spa trip next tue!
and hmmmm i think i have been spending a tad too much money lately..
mayb its time for some self control? haha yeah right!!
wash up and off to bed! |
| posted by Jessamine @ 1:20 AM |
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