With sun in her eyes
Monday, April 21, 2008
woke up late.. rushed to school despite not having a laptop charger..
forgot about the "only covered shoes allowed in the lab" rule.. got scolded by the facilitator..
he told me that i will get fine. and i told him then i will go. 5 mins later he came in and ask why am i still here? and continue telling me that someone is going to write my name down because i went against the rule blablabla and they might fine me. then i said well i had rather spend the money on food then since im famished. off i went.

met *k in bugis. brunch-ed. got my laptop ac.
watched movie, went shopping.
sent me back to my home sweet home.
posted by Jessamine @ 7:46 PM  
Sunday, April 20, 2008
for a min, i thought that shaun was *d.
the height, hair, back view, the smell of the car, they way they drive and even the way they talk..
all was almost identical. an AAA replica of *d..
posted by Jessamine @ 6:01 AM  
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Another crazy weekend.
Friday night was zouk. Saturday night was zouk again and this time we got too trashed.
ice wine and mongolia vodka. I don't quite remember what happened.
and all i know was that it got pretty crazy( in a funny way) and by the end of the night jy and i were drinking straight from the bottle..
but i know we had an awesome time.

despite having terrible hang over, i turned up for db training the next day.
the right pacer almost vomited on the boat. thanks to the alcohol from the night before=(
being the pacer is no joke and no fun.. not at all..

I'm not doing a very good job of being good.
and according to jonathan, im supposed to be good and not club so much when sch reopen. but hmmm...
Speaking of clubbing, I've been out with jy a good bit lately.. great company.. if only stephy is still here..

School is going pretty good. It's kinda interesting actually..
digital audio and video, computer animation and principal of digital media design.
the only sucky module is the i.t security.. oh wel..

and apparently, i managed to pass my basic theory test without even studying.
almost chicken out. fortunately, zw threatened that if i leave, she wouldnt talk to me anymore.
so.... thanks zw and those who "good lucked" me=)
posted by Jessamine @ 2:01 AM  
Friday, April 4, 2008
Be strong now
because things will get better.
It might be stormy now,
But it can't rain forever.

There have been lots of ups and downs lately but i know that ultimately at the end of the day, thats what makes me stronger..
posted by Jessamine @ 11:55 PM  
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
most of the time, the "happiest" one is actually the most depressed one..

It happened again, but this is the first mental meltdown I have had in ages. About months since my last meltdown. A bunch of stressful things have happened the last few weeks and my self esteem and self confidence have just been going down river for me. I feel as if I have been watching them disappear. And this has got to stop. I am never going to be happy if I am not in control of my emotions. I am so upset and ashamed.

all the crying is giving me a tremendous headache..

april fool's joke? yeah, i hope too...
posted by Jessamine @ 6:25 PM  
 
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