With sun in her eyes: September 2008

With sun in her eyes

Sunday, September 28, 2008

2days1night of tanning, shopping, eating and chilling out! i sure did eagerly anticipate for the day to come! Thanks once again to Wendy darling for the treat=) and c.j for the arrangement and booking.

We arrived at Harris resort ard 12.30pm(indo time). was welcomed with cookies and drinks. and they had this dance thingy too. funny weird ass looking dance accompanied with their weird ass sounding theme song.( yes harris had got their own theme song! power isnt it?) so anyway, we hung around the gigantic pool, make out on the comfortable sunbed (not me with cj. neither was it wendy and cj. its wendy and i. AHAH.) and walking all over the resort because the ~~book~~check in time was 2pm. Finally we got our keys and the three of us happily hopped to our lovely suite. It was a Japanese themed suite that had wooden flooring, king sized bed (for the 3 of us!) with a TV in front, and an outdoor jacuzzi rock tub with wooden stools and coconut ladle! the japanese suite is the best, even has a DVD player( without dvds. LOL) in the room. Oh and the suite has one bedroom and one living room. How cool is that!?

got on to the private cab and off to nagoya town for some shopping. seafood at habour bay. finally back to suite at around i think 10 plus 11? watch tv, chat and laugh. and then decided to start filling the hot tub. but the heater wasnt heating up the water fast enough, so cj and i have to keep boiling water. and also had to transfer the hot water from the bathroom to the tub. and tt was then wendy heard smth. ok so anyway. the three of us entered the tub and started playing ard. was rlly fun. we finished using the tub at ard lets say 3am which also mean our skin and fingers were VERY wrinkled. HAHA. wendy and i kept on bullying cj, making him take this take tt for us. poor guy. he was complaining that the two of us cannot be together because we were too noisy. tsk. oh yeah and the three of us bath together, with clothes( or rather towel) on. so funny to see each other with a pile of foam on the head. how often can u see this scene? LOL. watched dead silence, i covered my eyes a couple of times. theres an advantage of sleeping in the middle. cos on my left is wendy and on the rght is cj. so from time to time i peep at them to see if they fall aslp alrdy and i can see how they look like when they slp. LOL. sound kinda phscyoic heh? and they definitely donte look good when sleeping. HAHA no la. just kidding. i didnt rlly notice how they all look like. scared they will open the eyes suddenly. eeyeerrr. i think wendy fall aslp 30 mins after the start of the movie. cj actually falling and waking up a few times. good night jess, good night cj. and he fell into deep slp. i reached out for the controller and on the tv again. HAHAHA. i cant get to slp! finally fell aslp after an hr.

next day. tanning with wendy darling early in the morning while the lazy cj continued slping. and by the time we got back the room, woke the lazy bum up and wash up. the breakfast hr was over!!! and im so sad. i didnt have my daily dose of eggs=((((( but anyway, we headed to batam center via the private cab again. had late lunch over at a&w. continued the shopping. the time crisis machine there cost only 30 cents per play so cj and i played to our hearts content! we changed like 5 sing dollars and played until our arms ache=( then it was movie! hellboy 2. 4 sing dollars only. cheap. and the seats were those big and comfy type. sound quality wise, singapore is better. but come on! its only 4 bucks lo. boarded our ferry ar 6.30pm and back to the little red dot.

dinner at my favourite sushi tei. and then headed home.really enjoyed the trip. as cliche as it sound. tired but happy=) more to come ok wendy!!!

posted by Jessamine @ 11:07 PM

Distracted.

i was checking Facebook and doing every other thing online except researching on CRM( customer relationship management). HAHA. i know i’m supposed to be studying for the CRM test right now but i insisted on putting off studying until i have my fair share of "relaxation".

as a matter of fact, i've alrdy finish studying the transition to relationship marketing, concept of customer as a lifelong investment, compare and contrast between transactional and relationship marketing, last but not least, the customer management framework. however, thats only like 1/4 of what im supposed to study. Ok, I’m going to study now, I really am! BUT im tired. so i guess i will continue the study tmr.

and no wonder they say procrastination kills!

posted by Jessamine @ 5:13 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

So not cool.

its not cool to have ur ex( love him no more)
1.) matchmaking u with his buddy.
2.) telling u that he love his gf.
3.) saying tt u r cute.

NOT COOL!!!!!!

posted by Jessamine @ 1:41 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Look at the photos carefully.

Orbs are believed to be spirit in the form of balls of light. They are life forms that travel in groups and are believed to be the spirit of those that once inhabited a physical body here on earth. BUT orbs can also be produced by accident, and can appear quite readily on film by the elements and conditions around you. Most orb photographs are merely the result of dust or even weather conditions such as rain and humidity. Moisture, dust and airborne particles up close to the lens at the time of the flash can and will effect the results of your pictures. of cos i would rather believe the latter but wendy know it best.

From my camera.( look carefully at the curtain there)

From wendy's.(need i say more?)

the story goes like this:
Me and chenjie(c.j) were rather occupied at the balcony (filling the jacuzzi with water la! what u guys thinking!) while our beloved 大小姐 was watching tv in the room when she decided to go get her cosmetic bag. and then she heard it. " sigh ". yes she heard someone( or rather "it") sighing. twice! not the tv, not from the outside. and the scary part was both our camera caught the orbs, me and c.j were talking about tt kind of supernatural stuff the whole night( no wonder wendy was so quiet when we were joking bout it) and watching horror movie at 3am!!!

spirit or dust. up to u to believe. nonetheless its still creepy. thank god we remembered to knock before entering the room on the first day, cant imagine what could have happen if we didnt and oh yeah we even said bye when we check out on the last day. gosh.

p.s me and c.j did all those forbidden stuffs without knowing what wendy discovered. she only told us the next day after we reach singapore. she knew we would peed in the pants if she tell us on the spot.

p.s will blog bout the trip soon=) im trying to build up ur anticipation( no la, im too lazy). but if u r too kaypoh bout the trip, u can click on wendy's link on the right navigation.

posted by Jessamine @ 12:18 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Forgetting to forget.

been there.. and done that. after so many failed attempts( to be exact, its seven months of failed attempts), i still find myself wallowing, dwelling on the memories of the very person. forgetting someone is really not that easy to do. u might have fun with your friends or made new friends or even start dating other ppl but at the end of the day you’ll be alone again in your room. those happy moments will be voided in your mind and the painful memories come back again. and the fact is that it already happened. The damage is done, hurt and heartbroken.

my stomach is not feeling exactly very well. vomitting and watery stool. not a good sign. cant remember what i ate today. probably the yong tau fu? but whatever it is. im looking forward to batam this weekend with wendy and chen jie=)) the resort is FREE OF CHARGE. courtesy from wendy, she paid for it( thanks wendy!). japanese suite with a personal jacuzzi leh, donte play play. and not to forget that the "stuff" is damn cheap over there.

anyway, some random photos.

joab looking horrible with anna's hat, damien's sunglasses and jessamine's muffin.

rayner peeled this prawn for me using only fork and spoon!

sashimi!!!!!

posted by Jessamine @ 1:03 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly.

Denise: I wanted to thank you for standing up for my boy the way you did in that last game. It’s a shame that we have to meet like this.
Lucas: Yes, ma’am, it is.
Denise: Coach Taylor, Quentin always had so many nice things to say about you. And you too, Nathan. I really appreciate you boys coming here. But I mostly wanted to say thank you to this one. My son has always loved basketball but the day I can tell you, the day I came home and found him reading a book, it about gave me a heart attack. He said, Mommy, Mrs. James-Scott, she don’t play. SHe almost as bad as you are. I realize that you are all trying to help him live up to the greatness God gave him and you should be proud of that.
Haley: You’re strength is inspiring.
Denise: My strength is from Jesus Christ. I am going to miss my baby boy for the rest of this life but I know we are going to see him again and our faith will see us through.

The episode was sad. What other way can I put it? I cried for almost this entire episode of one tree hill. I’ve enjoyed watching Quentin evolve from a rascal into a great friend, great player. I will miss his banter with Jamie, his friendship and support of Nathan, his final respect to Haley as teacher and mentor as well as his relationship with Luke and Skills. I think they did a great job with this episode. Denise’s (Quentin's mom) speech to Nathan, Haley, Lucas and Skills was amazing. Kudos to the writers and Denise’s character for boldly talking about Christ and their faith instead of beating around the bush.

A very beautiful episode.

posted by Jessamine @ 3:01 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Time passes so quickly before you realize it.

Maybe its because as we grow older, we are much busier, with so many responsibilities, which make time seem to fly. and when time passes too fast, you lost track of time and got left behind. when you are left behind, you recall. recall the past mistakes... wallow in your thoughts and regret. ended up never advancing at all. and thats where I am now. lost in time. not knowing where to go.

some happy events over the past weeks. dinner with vincent. fabulousity. love the alaska cold ~~crap~~crab. love the salmon. love the prawns. and most importantly, love that its all paid for. ya la, im cheapo but what to do. im just a poor student who refuses to find a part time job. LOL. also meeting up with the primary schoolmates for pool and mind's cafe. chatting over coffee wit alexandra who finally "found" me because she lost her phone and nobody has my number. LOL. thats the downside about playing mystery. and not forgetting shopping, pool, dinner with rayner. pool was good, learn things that morven never taught me. what morven always did was to laugh at me.( and ok not forgetting the occasional treats i got from him eg. cab fare, drinks. HAHA) im supposed to meet up with damien and company today. but smth crop up and i got to give it a miss=(

ohh and did i mention that this is my hmmmm 3rd/4th week of not clubbing? which i guess spells ~~nay~~yay?

posted by Jessamine @ 1:11 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

P.S im still not over you.

[Verse 1]
What's up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin' bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put 'em in a letter
But it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you you
Still not over you you

[Verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain since you been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin' right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin' on the t.v.
Boy it ain't easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you you

[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you you
Still not over you yea

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no...
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin' to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Oohh...
Still not over you
And how I have tried to for get you

[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get know better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope you to hear from soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

posted by Jessamine @ 10:52 AM

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Donte let it snowball.

Sure, it’s rather useless to indulge in this non-productive whim. But I’m having this very vulnerable moment recently, in a series that are shaking ones. So, bear with me for the time being.

There are always things that you want to say, but can’t (unless you don't have any kind of filter). They’re not polite, nice, or fit for the public and sometimes very hurting too. In order to keep quiet and not to hurt people, you bite your tongue, hold your breath, and count to five hundred. Occasionally, you dig your nails into your hand.

But, sometimes, you just need to let them out. And well I’m going to. I've done this before, and it's rather amusing. its funny how complaining does to u. how they help to release the stress that is building up in you. I’m writing a list of things that I’d like to say, but haven’t. I won’t say who they are about, or to. Sometimes, it’s just about release. BUT OF COS, im not going to write them here. so off to my secret blog (the unreleased ones).

ciaoz~

posted by Jessamine @ 9:25 AM

Friday, September 5, 2008

Not ready.

B204-4-E65K-A Customer Relationship Management
C211-1-E63C-A Multimedia Authoring and Production
C312-2-W67K-A Web Games Development
C314-3-E64A-A 3D Graphics and Animation

interesting. but the sad thing is that im not at all prepared for school. ok in a way, im never prepared for school. i love the lesson but i hate the school. not that i hate republic poly. i love republic in every single way. but i hate the fact that i have to wake up at 6.30am when im not even slping at 5am. not that i donte wan to, but i cant. u will understand if u suffer insomnia like i did. aiyo just off the light and sleep la, u might say. yeah so much more easier to say than done. and i donte wish to waste my time explaining to dumb people who just donte seem to get it.

well, im going school on monday. guarantee plus chop. not turning up first 2 days of school, classic jessamine=)

on the other hand, im so happy. becaue one tree hill season 6 is out. yeah out! and i cant wait for episode 2! brooke met with something nasty. gosh. i love brooke. brooke and lucas shld be together. arugh. i donte rlly like peyton and i think she should be with jake. i love nathan, haley and of cos their baby boy jaime! nathan's mom having an affair with skills, VERY SCANDALOUS. i think one tree hill wins gossip girl hands down. not that i donte like gossip girl, but i think the whole upper east side thing is too drama. i can relate more to one tree hill. althou i cant really imagine falling in love with my best friend. in which is highly not possible because according to wendy, my taste for guys are a tad weird. rlly? LOL.

off to my prison break season 4 episode 2=)

posted by Jessamine @ 4:54 AM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

very disturbing.

i was doing my research on the upcoming fyp. and an hr later i was tearing. the videos were very disturbing and sad. Please please please people, do speak up and get help. donte suffer in silence. i rlly wish i can do something for these people, i wish that i can make a difference and i wish that i can set them free=(

please, stop the domestic violence.

and also, im getting this psychic signal. the signal is telling me that its rlly highly possible that i wont be able to wake up for school tmr or rather later (according to ahzhigi), because its 4.39am now. skipping school on the first day?

posted by Jessamine @ 4:41 AM

Monday, September 1, 2008

i've decided..

1.) to start training for the standard charted half marathon.
2.) to go on a diet!(HAHAHAHHAA).
3.) to club lesser because school is starting.
4.) to go school AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE.
5.) to start saving for the batam trip.

LASTLY.. I'VE DECIDED TO REMOVE THE EXTENSION. I MISS SCRUBBING MY SCALP WHEN WASHING HAIR! YAY! i've removed half from my head alrdy. half more to go. reason for removing is because the extension makes it hard to tie up the hair and if i cant tie up the hair, i cant run because the hair will fly all over thus sticking all over the face and neck. ok so when i i cant run, i cant train, i cant train, i grow even fatter, got it? HAHA. and i donte wan to grow even fatter=)

so mayb if i feel like having long hair again i might have it extended again but then it will be pretty stupid to extend, remove and extend again. a little waste of money too. HAHHA and yeah, the waste of money come from jessamine and tt mean really is a waste of money. alrte. im going to remove half of the left over hair extension on my head.

posted by Jessamine @ 7:27 AM

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