| Sunday, November 30, 2008 |
| Get a life. |
Zach says:
i donte like fb as much as friendster.
-jesSAMine- says:
me too!
Zach says:
too many application and all. messed up fb. LOL
-jesSAMine- says:
i donte like fb too. but im using it.
i need to get a life
LOL
Zach says:
certainly.
-jesSAMine- says:
damn. so anyway do u know where to get a life? LOL
Zach says:
i got mine from heaven
you can get one from hell
=D
then we can co-use it on earth
-jesSAMine- says:
hahhaa. alrte. i will ask them to DHL over. LOL
Zach says:
aiyo
life comes in online version too
just email over
download
upload into your "life MP3"
-jesSAMine- says:
sometimes its not responding thou
so got to ctrl alt delete
hahahaa
Zach says:
well said! LOL.
My throat is painful. And i think im falling sick. YEAP AGAIN. And sleeping at 4am everyday isnt helping. In school now, and it sucks. Game developement module REALLLY is a killer. hate codings. |
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| Thursday, November 27, 2008 |
| [EDITED]Hundred dollars of fun. Worth it. |
For the i dunno how many freaking freaking time, i lost my belonging in zouk. 120plus bucks and wallet. and the wallet contain my freaking freaking id. see? i told you guys,it just cant be tt smooth for me, never. so, donte ask me out now cos i got zero dollar. and its the second time tt i lost my id. so yeah, do the math.
But like seriously, how can i lose my id again and again. i cant get it. like what alvin says, maybe someone's trying to tell me not to club that often. maybe its the man up there. arugh. damn. they say once bitten twice shy, erh no. in this case, its thrice shy. damn. i guess im not gonna club tt often anymore. Special occasion only. aha.
i think im kind of immune to losing my belonging. Cause like the last time i lost my mobile, i carry on partying even after knowing that i lost my stuff. LOL. I was like woooo what an expensive night so c mon, lets make it all worthwhile shall we. AHA. yeah and we did.
good night dearest. on a happier not, i have been getting at least an A for class everyweek. kudos to me=] However that is only to cancel out the X that i too have been getting. HAHA. ok i really need to stop depressing myself. im happy and so yeah=]
And mk bro is rlllllly sweeeeeet. he gave me his crunchie bliss, and yeah. tts the one of the thing tt can cue my heartache now=] |
| posted by Jessamine @ 4:01 AM |
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| Wednesday, November 26, 2008 |
| I hate lying. |
I seriously detest lying. because one, my eyes often sell me out. And two, i hate how often one lie then branches out to many other=(
But tonight, i have to. i promised juvena to be there! Jy's sickness relapse thus she cant go and furthermore, i really want to parrty( and yes with a double r).
All was good initially, i calculated dad's work shift and yeah! he's on night shift. BUT 5 mins ago, my beloved dad decided to take leaves. GOODNESS. i knew it. i have a really bad feeling ever since i calculated that dad is on night shift because how can thing go so smoothly for me?! Almost never!
ARUGH.
Heres the thing, theres school tmr and i MUST go to school. But dad on the otherhand cant know that i've got school cos otherwise he wont allow me to go parrty tonight. SO im gonna tell him that theres no school tmr, and the reason why im out tmr morning is because theres "project" in school. And tadah. sounds great? But no. things cant be tt smooth. something will go wrong in the middle=( oh noooo, hate it.
i will keep my fingers crossed, extra tight, like super super tight. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 4:53 PM |
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| Tuesday, November 25, 2008 |
| Goodness gracious me. |
"No jess, no jess. u will regret it." I chose to ignore the voice within and went ahead with kaz. And boy, i knew it. The moment i reached home, i regreted=(
My hair sucks big time and i think i need extension.
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ok maybe my hair donte really suck tt big time, with a little styling here and there. hmmmm. idk:[ it still looks bad, not TTHHHATTT bad, but still.. bad:[ |
| posted by Jessamine @ 12:22 AM |
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| Sunday, November 23, 2008 |
| Out of bed. |
After a week of feeling pretty crappysick I am finally starting to feel better. And for some reason my cold left me with some strange sick feeling that has put me off my food all week! It also has meant I’ve not been able to do much, or eat much for that matter! All i managed to force down my throat were some yogurt drinks, some eggs and chicken pieces. But strangely, i haven lost any weight! But im determined to lose some ok! all i need is to wait for my school holiday to come, renew my gym membership and voila! But for now, i need to lay off the crappy food a while just in case the sickness decides to come back.( And contrary to what i said earlier, i just had kfc with my ex classmate and now my throat still hurts. But still thank god, im finally able to get out of bed without first seeing a million stars. so yeah.
Since im finally feeling better, i've decided to meet up with my friends for some shopping (i haven bought anything this week!). But it just seems like im destined to stay home or something, just after i took my bath, it started pouring!!! thus, plan cancelled=( oh wel. at least i met up with T for dinner at pb plaza. and since its foc. why not? AHA. buddy meal for the buddies! or at least, ex.
And before i forget, here are the photos for last week=) Let me present you, pasta carbonara! nahh actually its not pasta carbonara, its supposed to be mac and cheese but obviously we failed.. Because the end product tasted more like pasta carbonara than mac and cheese so pasta carbonara it shall be=)
 the cooks at work.
 boiling the pasta.
 woolala. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 1:13 AM |
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| Monday, November 17, 2008 |
| Life is a bitch. |
=((
i feel like crying.
i hate what is happening now.
why did i allow it to happen?
i could have stop it.
or at least prevented it.
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On the otherhand.
I've put on a ton of weight.
Thus need to start dieting=( |
| posted by Jessamine @ 3:38 AM |
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| Saturday, November 15, 2008 |
| New skin. |
I redo my whole skin because ive got nothing to do! HAHA, i like it. I had a hard time finding nice icons. And after finishing the skin, i realised that my icons are mostly about partying. tsk. guess thats wad they call bad habit dies hard. boohoo.
I cried while watching grey's today=(( I cried when the old man performed cpr on the alrdy passed on old lady and also when izzy talked to denny at the end on the show.
And for prison break, bellick's death was pretty unexpected. But well, i had rather he die than sucre die. HAHA, i love sucre. I dunno, maybe because of his accent( mexican?) anyway, DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO KNOW THE SPOILER.
(highlight to see the spoiler)
don self betrayed the gang. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 3:53 AM |
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| Thursday, November 13, 2008 |
| @#$%^&* |
Because jessamine donte take shit, so if u dare to talk shit about me, u say it in my face.
The story goes like this...
i was in the toilet and this girl in front of me was looking at the mirror and all. So i tot she was just waiting for her fren thus i just ignore her and go straight into the cubicle. And guess wad, when im inside the cubicle. She started acting bitchy with her fren.
Bitch 1: i've haven go into the cubicle yet and by right im behind you( talking to her fren whoes in the cubicle.
Bitch's fren: how come?
Bitch 1: i dunno. ghost.
When i came out of the cubicle, i asked. "so who was the one who said i cut queue?" hahahaha. no one dare to reply. pussy. coward. And im very sure that the pussy is still in the cubicle.
If she actually say it nicely or politely, i will actually apologized and all.
Knn. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 10:33 AM |
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| Tuesday, November 11, 2008 |
| Go figure. |
Whose house is of glasse, must not throw stones at another.
[1640 G. Herbert Outlandish Proverbs no. 196] |
| posted by Jessamine @ 1:40 AM |
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| Saturday, November 8, 2008 |
| I got tag! |
APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
EMBARRASSMENT
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.
RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying |
| posted by Jessamine @ 1:59 PM |
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| Friday, November 7, 2008 |
| Boys may come and go but your true friends stay forever. |
Sometimes when people get a new boyfriend / girlfriend and the two of them immediately become joined at the hips. They stop socialising with their friends. They stop calling. They stop caring. It's like their world is now so complete they don't need anything else.
Then when the other half is not in school. They come crawling to you, asking if its ok to hang out together during break, as if nothing has ever changed - as if they have never strayed away. either that, or when a favour is needed.
I do understand that a relationship takes up a lot of a person's time( im in r/s before too), and each of us only gets 24 hours a day. But if someone is so pre-occupied with their SO they can't make time for friendships anymore, then maybe they don't deserve this friendship in the first place. Its really saddening. I cant even smile genuinely when i saw her the other day.
On the other hand, i had a blast this week:] Fun, friends and laughter. Thats all that i need. And on a random note, my throat is extremely sore. all thanks to the 85% bitter chocolate. arugh. but no regrets because bitter chocolate is love:] |
| posted by Jessamine @ 1:11 AM |
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| Thursday, November 6, 2008 |
| Random. |
Well i just felt like typing something.. kinda bored. hahah.
hmm let's see what i have to share on here. haha. Well obama won.. Like its my business? haha. whatever. School is alright.. not too bad.. and im barely putting in any effort=[ hahaha. so yeah, i've got to take it more serious now onwards and try to put in more efforts.
that's all for tonight, its pretty late and i am not keeping to my word of sleeping early.. i've messed up my nacturnal clock like a million yrs ago. It's never going to be normal i guess.. lol.. im tired. good night=] |
| posted by Jessamine @ 3:58 AM |
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| Saturday, November 1, 2008 |
| Break it down now. |
Oh wow. I need to break it up.
1. I got mad wasted. Throwing up. Falling down. Dancing on the floor. This was wednesday
May I just tell everyone a life lesson? donte be a smart alex and mix champagne, lychee martini, cosmopolitan, sex on the beach, ak 47 and vodka redbull. arugh. and of all people, i should have known better.
2. Without recovering from wednesday, i miraculously managed to drag myself to school the next day. I was vomiting so badly that my fyp teammate asked me if i've just seen a ghost.
3. A nice (and new) experience to a toy museum. It actually has a pretty varied collection, including a large number of discontinued toys( which cost a bomb!).
Reflection:
Hung over = HORRIBLE. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 4:09 PM |
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