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I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again
(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH....
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst
OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (baby I know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again... |
posted by Jessamine @ 2:22 AM  |
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| Sunday, August 24, 2008 |
| Dependently independent |
I think the chemistry between the guy and whatnot is first envisioning whether the relationship, let alone the date, is going to work. If it isn't, then I'd suggest waiting for the one you are positive about and someone whom you can envision being yourself around. just donte be completely blided by other experiences that you've had with previous relationship. If for whatever reason you can't be yourself or can't make it fun, then it's probably not meant to go any further and whats the point then? but donte just accept any tom dick harry because they are there persuing. Really envision the possibility of being arund this person. After that, things should go smoothly between the both. The rest just might come naturally.
i donte know. but mayb the above only applies to the independent ones. because to me, being independent means that you do not have to rely others to get what you want. for example you dont necessarily need a boyfriend in your life. You dont need someone to comfort you, even if it'd be nice. independent is all about staying true to one's self. it means that you don't have to follow the crowd or care what others think or say about you. you have your own path, and you stick to it. sure others may join you, but you can stand tall and proud on your own and you know how to take care of yourself physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. it doesn't mean that you can't ask or need help, because no one can have all the answers and ability to be perfect. its just that you prefer not to have help. i'm weird, and i'm dependently independent. i like to do things my way, i try to take care of myself on my own, i hate asking for help, and i'm pretty stubborn, but at the end of the day i really need my homies(esp jy and stephy) and of cos god, who im very dependent on. lastly being independent is being able to be on your own and happy. I guess:]
on the other hand, the "clubbing thrice a week" lifestyle is taking toll on my health=( and on the lighter note im starting my job training real soon. both good and bad.
p.s hahaha im still lazy to upload to photos to my computer. patience is a virture ok? hahaa=) |
| posted by Jessamine @ 5:25 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
| Realized |
Wow. Things have changed since 2 days ago. no, not totally a change. more like realization of a mismatch in personality, character and thinking. mayb not mismatch, more like a total clash. and no, its not good. and i realized that i've wasted his time. but i would really love to remain friends. but i doubt its going to happen.
Ah today was so meaningful. I went to lunch with my fav auntie(rachel!) and then we were shopping and was talking about relationship and u know, just share whatever we have. life, love, family and friends. Lunch at sushi tei was good too, sashimi salad. my ultimate favourite.
What else.. am going to party alot this week. wed, fri and sat. crazy and im very excited about it. Hmm and i need to get a hat for the party for sat. Like how fun would that be! Cute dress with hat. So cute.but the downside is that, party is at MOS one of my least favourite club in singapore( apart from dxo). But i suppose it will be good too because of the company there? yeah probably. |
| posted by Jessamine @ 10:46 PM |
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| Saturday, August 9, 2008 |
| the only fire that appeal. |
i can be the spokesperson for aston alrdy. had aston three days in a row. but im not complaining, its cheap and good so yeah why not? i love their chargrill chicken, yummy yummy yum yum. Jy had alrdy planned out our clubbing schedule. LOL. so hardworking but if only she can use it on her school work. HAHAHAHA.
i was reminiscing about the primary school days. the hopscotch days, the block catching days, the swimming/blading days at Annabelle's hse, the days when we had our own table(the cool people table) in the canteen and also the days when i misused the authority of the prefect( yeah im a prefect! AHHAH. and a road crossing monitor!). WOW 10 yrs have passed. and thats cool. few more yrs down the road we will be meeting in those parent teacher meeting alrdy. LOL.. kidding!
happy bdae Singapore! and vincent! and the whole nation is celebrating with u.
im really in the mood for some fireworks=) |
| posted by Jessamine @ 12:32 AM |
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| Monday, August 4, 2008 |
| im quiting clubbing. NOT |
ok im a bad bad girl. i clubbed twice this week=X
but it was good. way good. so yeah no regrets.
had surprise dinner with stephy and company.
oh gosh, no more exchanging of i-cant-wait-to-be-back-greetings bla bla bla cos now that she's back! jy and i can see her anytime we want=)
mind's cafe was good! had an awesome time there even thou we only played for 1.5 hrs but yeah.
1.)i had to act out some ridiculous thing like" an astronaut who had a stomach pain after eating sushi" and "an archaeologist who made a discovery in her backyard where she grow her vegetable".
2.)stephy had to invent her own mascot and make it dance after every of her turn.
3.)tim was made to beatbox and dance AT THE SAME TIME FOR A MIN.
4.)all of us were made to say "a toast to the *i forgot what*" everytime we drink. LOL.
5.)rachel was made to wrap herself like a mummy until one of the player throw a four.
but again. for the game to be fun, u need to have sporting company. like us!
on the other hand, im so broke. DAMN broke. fucking broke.
how? no, i donte wan to work. so yeah. too bad. who doesnt kill you makes u stronger.
HAHAHHAA... oh wel. goodnight peeps.
(im feeling pretty happy right now and god knows why. ) |
| posted by Jessamine @ 12:34 AM |
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